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put together again by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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put together again

shattered into a thousand pieces my heart and soul hard to breathe as i try to hold them in wondering how many more times i must endure this then a ray of light slowly seeps through and as it does, one piece is fused back into my being the ray of light starts growing i realise, its because of you a smile, long since lost creeps amazingly onto my face as time goes by your sunshine heals the pieces return still not whole, but roughly attached help me to be as whole as i can be but the scars remain then the trust i have given all that i have allowed you shatter me back into little pieces there are too many breaks, fragments

sticks and stones by angelfacebabigurl, literature

thorns of the rose by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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thorns of the rose

i feel the thorns of the rose wrapping around my heart slowly moving, constricting the red flows from my body the salt seeps from my eyes the resounding crack sounds as my heart finally breaks the storm starts as the emotions fly memories of words spoken reflections of looks shared able to remember the feel your arms and body against mine still wishing i could have believed enough conflicting thoughts spinning inside my head unsure i have done the right thing then remembering you are the one who broke me you never knew how much i truly loved you that chance has been taken so has my heart... maybe one day you will give it ba

pills, knife or liquid by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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pills, knife or liquid

i sit and look the options are in front of me pills, knife or liquid do i have the will power depression has been closing in not for days, weeks or months but years it has gripped tight wont let go its hold so strong i dont know how to fight anymore the twisted thoughts have been held at bay only because memories of those i love however since that day, everything has collapsed nothing is concrete anymore family torn apart those who supposedly loved each other cant be in the same room they wonder why the drugs were my friend that the bottle didnt leave my hand then she appears bright little eyes peering up you can see throu

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cold, hard, cruel by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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cold, hard, cruel

you claim to be someone unchangable a cold hard person, no one can touch you ask me to get to know you then you shut down you say your mean, abrasive, cruel claim this like its something to be proud of yet turn around and say your sorry dont mean to hurt me endless thoughts and visions through my mind trying to decide are you worth any time wondering why im the one you say these things too being taken for granted that you know ill listen that i cant turn away for some unknown reason yes we connected in ways i dont understand but maybe you need to lose something you almost had maybe its needed for you to understand

life and death by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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life and death

life and death what does this mean? something so wonderful and horrible extremes with which one can not exist without the other trying to understand why they hold us together some people fear death, others fear life the trials we face make us who we are they structure your soul, help with courage, peace and acceptance you understand and you learn how can one run from something so important then there are those who run at death no fear of it but wanting it bringing it upon themselves or others not realising the effect it has on people around them most would beg to have their life spared yet the rest have no worries it seems like

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walls closing in by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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walls closing in

The walls are closing in around Cant breath, cant move Where are you when i need you the most I turn and call your name but no reply comes I close my eyes tight and you appear, i open them and your gone Sitting alone i wonder why Why did you have to make me feel Why did you have to bring me back to life I could survive before, without feeling Now its come undone and your not here to make it better Promises were made that you had no intention to keep Why did you have to do it when i asked you not to Why did i have to feel the way i feel When its all been torn away Like sand slipping through my hands, What we shared now slips awa

scared by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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scared

a scared little girl listening to the screams when will it stop and they smile again walking down the hall, way past bedtime she walks in to see things flying accross the room she yells 'PLEASE STOP, MUM, DAD, PLEASE' but they are too enraged and her words are like a whisper she yells again 'PLEASE STOP! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS? DONT YOU LOVE EACH OTHER?' again they do not hear and continue to scream she walks away after dodging the ornaments in her room she cries herslef to sleep wishing for it all to be a bad dream talking to her parents the next day they act as if nothing had happened not realising she has seen it all then her

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tears by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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tears

tears ever flowing, no end in sight who will come and save me feeling constrained and bound something inside is holding on to tight wanting to let go of all of my fears and then realising that i have become my worst fear to let it take control again and let the tears ever flow time stands still as i look in the mirror hating myeslf for what i have done how can i explain just how i really feel that monster inside has been driving the wheel i promised myself long long ago that i would not let this happen or take control doing what you did to me and letting the tears ever flow pushing away the ones that i love to scared to be cl

how could you by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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how could you

how could you leave when i was so young i remember lying on the floor crying endlessly for hours and hours watching you walk out that door knowing your not coming back did you ever think what would happen to me was there ever the thought that i might need you missing out on the everyday things graduation, sporting events, my formal none of these things crossed your mind not even the fact that you were the one i could talk to day in and out i tried to understand but your a coward, not a man running from your problems you just created more leaving someone so young and small trying to understand how you could still say i love you

missing you by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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missing you

time stands still while i cant see your face feel your touch or hear your voice breathing is heavy, body is tense the pain from missing you overloading the senses a heart broken in two your beautiful blue eyes i see in my dreams, looking deep into my soul feeling your arms around me, breathing your scent in deep then i wake up and your not here feeling the pain all over again my heart calling for you over and over wanting you, needing you the feeling you give me with just a look so many emotions, ones that i believed were dead now alive and free your just like air breathing life into me now you are gone, so far away the life i

feeling by angelfacebabigurl, literature

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feeling

how could you make me feel when i didnt want to how is it that you can make me weak in the knees when your so far away dreaming every night caught in the phase like a full moon i loose that control taken from me is who i used to be replaced by the person who has let her guard down making me want you, need you, feel you cant escape my dreams feeling like this is the end no more me dont know where i begin talking a hold of what i used to be realising that is just no longer me wishing for something thats out of my control holding onto hope that was never me wishing for something that i could never be hoping you see me for who i re

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About angelfacebabigurl

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Australia
Deviant for 18 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: Australia
Favourite genre of music: R&B
Favourite cartoon character: Road Runner and Tassie Devil
Personal Quote: 'im here for a good time, not a long time' - not original granted but its me :)

Favourite Visual Artist

Anyone who can be original and expresses themselves

Favourite Movies

Romeo & Juliet, Harry Potter Movies, LOTR & Pulp Fiction

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Couldnt choose

Favourite Writers

Shakespear

Favourite Games

Final Fantasy VII

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thats for me to know and for you to find out....... if your lucky

Other Interests

Music, writing, dancing

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angelfacebabigurl

Aug 25, 2009

its been a long time - yet again lol

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hey there, well, as is tradition on here, its been a while. i get really slack in coming on n updating, plus i havent really been writing much, i added my new ones last night, im starting to get back into the writing mode :) things have been interesting as always, moved again, had to stay with friends for a month but am SO glad im outta there, 1 month on a couch or sharing their beds is not my idea of fun!!! its AWESOME to be back in my own bed, having space for me n my kitty and ALLLLLLLLLLL my things :) im currently trying to enroll in 2 course, wanna do 2 online ones for business admin n accounts, but having trouble finding them. im a

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angelfacebabigurl

Dec 2, 2008

up late... again!

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Well as is usual of late im up after midnight and not really sleepy! a few nights ago i was up for over 24 hours, was crazy!! anyways life is plodding along, was at my cousins wedding this weekend, it was FANTASTIC, but also sad. a few members of the family didnt show up, which really hurt and as they are my immediate family im very angry at them. however it was also sad cause my cousin Kate, who passed away 13 years ago, wasnt there, it was her sister who was married. However a family friend who is an ex-minister was speaking and as he mentioned 'people who cant be here, but are here in spirit', my entire family looked to the sky and the

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angelfacebabigurl

Oct 21, 2008

mmmmmmmmm

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well... things are going ok, have just found a great new job n place to live, YAY!!!!!!!!! but otherwise things are crazy and i dont know what to do my friends are losing it and everything is so hard, hence why the sad writing atm, but that usually is when i write anyways, im hoping things get better, im praying they do